Sunday, February 27, 2005
oh no. i have my social studies and history common test in like less then half a day. i better start revising. haha. today i went for my training with uncle billy. i requested to practice on my pin ten. just changed spare ball. missed most of my pin ten now. oh man. hmmm. well. i think i gotta get another spare ball. because my this spare ball is not really working out well for me. went to chinese swimming club to bowl. the atmosphere there was quite nice. just that. too much space. too little chairs. and they should invest in a good air conditioning too. haha. there is this show. eurotrip. its really awesome. go watch it people. haha. well. had tuition and stuff. im gonna go mug now. byebye.
missing you dearly.
pieces of me++eugenie++
express yourself! {23:49}
Friday, February 25, 2005
not that i dint want to blog the past two days. just that. hmmm. i've been so so busy. let me fill you up with details. haha. wednesday after school the sec three guy called me go meet his so called gang and all. threaten to whack me up or something la. haha. anyways. thats the past and its all settled now. after that had a super long and boring and tiring tuition. i stayed up till three in the morning to study for my literature common test okayyy. ten chapters. ahha. well. yesterday had to go to school as usual and then had school training. really boring school training however. haha. had to tele up the scores for the final sixteen. now my school coach ask me to sponsor another hundread and twenty bucks. i exceeded mu initial budget of a thousand and changed it to thousand five. now he wants another two shirts. grrr. irritating. think i print money arh. grr. anywayy. i collected my national youth tournament jerseys and track suit. so small the jerseys. only for people with sexay bods. not for me. haha. well. i just came back from my sicc friday league. really tired now. falling asleep right about nowwww.....................................
good nite!!
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express yourself! {23:29}
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
wah.. today have been super duper cruper hooper juper fuper tuper tiring dayy. just came back from national youth training. i dont know why. but training is so tiring. my whole body aching now. skipped a meal too. my dinner. haha. well. today learned more on launch angle. went for school training today but dint bowl. instead went across to great world city for lunch with ahneh. haha. surprisingly i met jo there. not really there. she was driving. haha. saw me jay-walk. oops! dont report me to the mata pleaseee.. hehe. i got alot alot of literature and chinese homework. well. i guess i'll be doing them some other time tomorrow because im so damn shacked. super tired la. grr. my left eye just fell asleep. haha. well good nite sleep tight. sweet dreams my princess! nitee
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express yourself! {22:25}
Monday, February 21, 2005
hmmm. today could probably be the worse day of 2005! well. i went to school like every school day and it did not really end very well. some big big fat ass had to mistaken me for pulling a prank on me. he raged. like broke the chem lab stool and threw the bunsurn burner at me. grr. im so pissed off. cant you at least see if i did it? oh my gosh. youre so childish you know that? and its like. you have a right to be angry and rage. i mean the whole entire class hates you and looks at you with utmost disgust. please brush youre teeth. where is your neck? you twit head. grr. anyway. i later on had bowling roll off. my last day of the roll off. and things were pretty bad. bowled 138 179 188 193 165 212. my bowling is getting from bad to worse nowadays. im like second in my school and i think i could really really do so so so much better. damn it. i hate this. tomorrow got some idiot act cool ah beng wanna tio with my class somemore. hai. i haven even done my math homework.!! and to top things all off. my girl is like dissing me and keep giving me attitude. life is so damn stressful ya know. sucks!
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express yourself! {20:01}
Sunday, February 20, 2005
grr.. today i went to bowl my national league. haha. bowled to so so so terribly. oh man. 160 144!!! 175. oh man. at least we won the last point. then at night i had to go for a dinner function. i still have so much homework to do. well. i better get a head start. haha.
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express yourself! {23:58}
Saturday, February 19, 2005
well. i have nothing much to type about today really. haha. there is that someone special thats been in my mind. not going to say who. haha. i was checking on my arm because i fell yesterday. took an x-ray. i think i can be given like a vip card or something for being a regular at the hospital. haha. chingay was fun too! well. i guess im gonna go tuck in. haha. byee
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express yourself! {23:47}
Friday, February 18, 2005
b0O! heya.. i just came back from national youth training. was super tiring today. bowled 19-15 and missed all. whahah. oh man. well. sean aizaad regan micah they all suppose to come by later. and sean is like beside me. extraing. hmmm.
why so dao to me?
anyways. school today really jialat. had to talk about some carnival crap. and i realised that im doing bubble tea and because it was my suggestion i now am in charge of getting to stuff. grr. sucks man. well. at least its gonna be kinda fun i guess. gotta order pizza for them soon. see what they want. haha. i guess hawaiian and peperoni pizza.. woots. well. blog in later
p.s. hilary duff is sooooo GORGEOUSpieces of me++eugenie++
express yourself! {19:49}
Thursday, February 17, 2005
wah. just came back from a tiring tiring day man. haha. bowled the second day of roll off. bowled super super jialat. 180 159 158 168 207 165. i almost cried man. i saw all my teammates bowling so much higher then me. haha. then i was like so so dissapointed. missed all my pin tens. wah. cant believe it. so i stayed behind to bowl somemore. haha. well. i got the 'deal' for the jersey thingy. my ear is still blocked and irritating. i got so so much homework to do. i really need some form of time management. how i wished there were 48 hours in each day. life would be so so so so much easier for me. haha. well. im gonna sleep now. really tired. haha. good nite!!
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express yourself! {20:52}
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
gee. today was like the longest every day of my life. i had school which took like foreverr to end. den i had to attend this really boring bowling training which was like compulsory. haha. i left early and went for dental appointment. wah. i kenah scolding by the dentist man. he said that i always never wear the rubber band thing. which im not wearing now btw. haha. well. had tuition where i kinda slept thru half of it.. today was really boring man. oh and whats with the title thing? its really hard trying to look for titles. im running short on titles. haha.. i'll try to make good ones. hehe. doing my math homework now. which is really boring and a waste of my youth. haha. was watching hilary duff and lindsay lohan videos. the mtv diary one. i think both of them super cute and pretty man. haha. they rawk. if they stumble upon my blog. wow. call me! hahaha. but its kinda cool to live their kinda life right? haha. well i gotta go finish up my homework. ciao
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express yourself! {22:44}
had school training today. then after that had my first national youth training session. what people said was true. everyone told me that i was going to suffer when i got in. i guess today i did suffer. they did some aiming thing and the coach was like indirectly mocking me. i hate that. guess i have to learn to live with that from now on. we played target practice. i played 8-8 first target got 60% while second target got 67.5% better den i expected but to the others it was kinda bad i guess. well. so much is on my mind. my daddy told me that he had agreed to sponsor a certain sum of money for the school jersey if i need him to. now my bowling team wants to get the fila jersey which i supported and expects me to be paying. they are like my good friends. i dont wanna dissappoint them or anything. but this certain sum of money is kinda like alot of money. i cant bear to just give it to the school. its not like it does any good to me either. i'll be paying for people i dont like. and my mother keeps nagging me about the money. like its not water and crap. den piss me off so much. this stupid jersey thing is giving me so so much problem. bowling politics is not to be messed around with. especially if im in the opposition party and ure all alone. nobody dares to stand up to anything with you. even the captain. i keep taking charge of things. even some parent was like. wow. eugene took over the captain role. please la. im just doing my job right. if the captain wun do anything. i will do it. and stop messing around with the school bowling affairs. especially teachers. they are just teachers. they can even come and tell us. the bowlers. what to do when they dont even know how to spell bowling. oh my god. help me. people see me they think that im very happy-go-lucky kind but please la. im super stressed one kae. oh man.
bowling teachers please stop blaming me for everything dammit! ****p.s. im so frickin pissed and stressed!
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express yourself! {14:11}
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Will You Wait For Me
I need to talk with you again,
why did you go away,
All our time together,
just feels like yesterday,
I never thought I'd see,
a single day without you,
You see the things we take for granted
we can sometimes lose.
And if I promise not to fell the pain,
Will I see you again, will I see you again.
Time will pass me by,
may be I'll never learn to smile,
But i know I will make it through,
if you wait for me.
And all the tears I cry,
no matter how I try.
They will ne ver bring you home to me,
so won't you wait for me in heaven.
Do you remember how it was,
when we never seemed to care.
Days went by so quickly,
cos I thought you'd always be there.
It's hard to let you go,
though I know that I must try.
I feel like I've been cheated,
cos we never said goodbye.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again.
And I miss you so,and I need to know,
Will you wait for me.
-kAvAnA
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express yourself! {14:41}
today is valentines day. happy valentine everyone. im so sad. never go out today. because i only wanna go out with one person. that special friend of mine. haha. i just came back from my school roll off day one. so boring i bowled 183 average first liao. damn scary. mabbe my school this year wont have much of a chance. i think 183 being first is kinda pathatic for my school b division. really worried.
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express yourself! {10:15}
Monday, February 14, 2005
heyy i found my way back here again.. haha.. was doing some math homework. well.. today i went over to my cousin's house to visit my grandparents. hmmm. went over to uncle walter to drill new spare ball.. my old maxim cracked >.< anyway i got the blueee white dot which i cant spare with. haha.. well. tomorrow i got school selection. very very scared. i think the coach and teachers are finding every possible excuse to kick me out of the team. ahah! i wanna talk about my school bowling politics. hahah. very very fun to talk about it. well see. this guy in my school lets call him alex. not his real name. well. alex comes from a wealthy family and his daddy wanna sponsor the school jersey.. just cause he so damn rich. he thinks he can make all the decisions. the teacher let me do the jersey liao and i got a nice nice fila one for the school but nooooooo. its not good enough for him so he get his dad to sponsor the jersey and get a gay ebonite one which probably wun fit him cause he is so damn fat. fatter den me lo. tmd. im pissed now.. haha. gtg studyyy.. blog in later
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++eugenie++
express yourself! {13:49}
Sunday, February 13, 2005
just came back from my dad's friend's housewarming party.. before that i was at lenny's place for to bai nian. well.. went there. as usual people were gambling. hmmm. met my school teacher there too,. sher was the banker. haha. my parents came to pick me up after that. on the way home in my dad's car.. i was thinking. somebody told me that my other friend had more freedom than me.. i was like. its really true.. what the hell man.. im finally sixteen now. and my mother still treats me like im ten. im sure my dad lets me go out and all. he knows what social life is. my mother on the other hand is totally opposite. making noise about everything. what the hell. and this girl in particular. who i got into a fight with. she told me this. "you have no freedom, so be it" that statement is kinda true when i think about it. how often do i get to go out pass ten at night without my mother making noise. and my sister always brings me out. like we go out of the gate together. go seperate ways but come back together. my life is so skrewed up man. what the hell. somemore this special girl had told me that i should forget about her and move on in life. come to think about it. i can move on in life. but i cant forget you. forgetting someone so special is just like erasing my life. worst come to worst. if she really wants me to forget her. the only way i can do that is if i died. that word "death" seems to work out most of my problems for me anyway. so all i have to say to you is youre special to me.
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express yourself! {13:47}
heyy everyone.. this is getting adictive.. haha.. grr anyway im going over to lenny's house soon. waiting for brose to come pick me up. gerald ish at my place now. kao bei so much.. aiyoo.. hmmm.. training was fun this morning.. i bowled a perfect game. 12 in a row i hit pin 10.. woots!! i rawk! kk gtg. amb is here.. byeeee
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express yourself! {09:03}
Friday, February 11, 2005
i just read an email extra carefully
noted what u said
you ask me to go ahead with life
forget about you
but you think i can?
i cant
pieces of me++eugenie++
express yourself! {14:49}
Go on and close the curtains
cause all we need is candle light
You and me and a bottle of wine
going to hold you tonight
Well we know I'm going awayand how I wish, I wish it weren't so
So take this wine and drink with melet's delay our misery
Save tonightand fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonightand fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone
There's a log on the fir
eand it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desireto take me away it's true
It ain't easy to say goodbye
darling please don't start to cry
Cause girl you know I've got to go, oh
Lord I wish it wasn't so
Save tonightand fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonightand fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrowtomorrow I'll be gone
Tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that I, that I could stay
Girl you know I've got to go, ohLord I wish it wasn't so
Save tonightand fight the break of dawnCome tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonightand fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonightand fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonightand fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone
tomorrow I'll be gone
tomorrow I'll be gone
tomorrow I'll be gone
tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonight
Save tonight
Save tonight
Save tonight
pieces of me++eugenie++
express yourself! {14:49}
just came back from gerald's hse.. haha new year celebration i guess.. really crowded there. so many people. played black jack 21. started with fifteen dollars. end with sixty six. not bad eh? hahaha. well. thanks guys for making me win so much.. haha.. could have stayed longer but my mummy wanted me home early. cos tml i have training with uncle billy!! haha. anyway i collected ang pao too!! nice generous ones.. hehe. well! gotta go tuck in already.. good nite!!pieces of me++eugenie++p.s. brose relac la
express yourself! {13:40}
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