Friday, April 28, 2006
well you lie and you cheated and you lie a little more
but after you did it i don't know what you did it for
somethings that happened, wasnt meant to be sure
now you admit that you have been a little immature
playing with my heart like you were the predator
and i give up on you
++eugenie++deleted off my list
express yourself! {22:45}
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
hmmm. sicc club championship is finally over.
its quite saddening actually, im gonna miss going to bowl events hahah.
i won $1090.00 from events and masters, won a scorching inferno and a 2 ball brunswick bag.
not to forget my wonderful $7500.00 which i had to steal from lesley, hahaha sorry again!
and a sbf bowling voucher of 1k at the end of the year.
and gosh i think i cant smile for nuts man. i like gotta learn how to smile badly.
the sicc camera reporter woman came to interview me and lesley about the perfect game.
i bet the reporter messed up the infomation, she anyhow scribble on the note pad. hahah so messy la, must have neat and nice handwriting like me rightt!! hahaha.
if not how to read properly, haiyohhh.
so about orientation today.
its like 2 in the morning already. almost anyway.
aparently i am the class rep of my class.
im not really adapting well to the poly concept and life style.
my class is alright, very different from what i experienced in acjc and acs really.
they are rather friendly and i think they're quite an lively lot, well some at least.
the difference i felt from here and acjc's orientation was that in acjc, all of us were like outspoken and could communicate very well, just so enthu about making friends and loving the ac culture.
in ngee ann, my class is rather not so sporting in a way. but yeah we still won some most united class award thingy i think. i had to leave for training halfway so i dint go for the ending part of the day. and im still thinking how the hell im going to bring my laptop to school, its so big la and my crumpler is freaking gigantic. it'll look totally weird. hahahahah.
im actually thinking of leaving ngee ann. i was like telling my sister that i will never cope with the way of learning and education here in a polytechnic. firstly, im not really interested in my coursework, mobile computing, initially it sounded really interesting but now it starts to incur to me that it may not be what i wanna do. i wanna do something i like and im passionate about. my sister told my daddy that im not happy in ngee ann. i dont know if i leave where i will go but im looking for alternatives. maybe change course after the first year, i'll stay for now =D
if youre reading this blog entry
im gonna start rhyming again as you see
thanks for popping by and reading my stuff
one day if i can, i'll treat you to angie's cream puff
i dont say it as often as i should but as i do
no matter who you are to me, i love you
more than a friend or just as a brother
this rhyme is getting much harder
its tough to get words that i can connect
that due to my limited intellect
and for a month now my lovelife has been but a mess
its horrible and now its time to confess
the moment i see you i feel wide awake
please dont leave me alone for us sake
i never knew that it would end up this way
hoping that soon you'll turn to me and say
'i am irritating, horrible and mean,
and you love me for that, im eugene'
++eugenie++yes its you, im serious
express yourself! {01:48}
Saturday, April 22, 2006
sigh i bowled finish the masters just now, im at howie's house now.
its 2am in the morning.
anyway my first six games were awesome. really fantastic.
they were 225 225 181 267 222 226
then the next four were something like 166 178 186 209
hahaha my bowling is super inconsistent la.
anyway i finished fifth and i had to face gerald in the knockout.
ahhh, it was really tense and we had the same pin fall at the 6th frame.
super close and i had to leave a pin ten followed by a pin two.
and in the end, gerald won me 246 to 234. sigh, really close game.
i really wanted to win the open and handicap then it'll be really big.
but no, i lost to gerald and the winner was somebody i know i can win anytime.
i felt that i had a super awesome chance but i guess fate dint give in to me.
i knew that if i defeated gerald, i would have gone all the way to win the title. gosh.
++eugenie++another chance
express yourself! {01:57}
Thursday, April 20, 2006
hey girl i wanna catch your wave
hey girl i wanna drift away with you
express yourself! {04:31}
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
ahhh. im at howie's house now.
we played mahjong just and i lost like 24 dollars.
thats besides the point.
i bowled a perfect game just now at sicc
its my second one in less than a year haha.
this one had a 7.5k price tag.
yupp i won 7.5k, i split the 15k with lesley.
so sorry lesley!! hahahah. anyway i thought it dint have money if i bowled a perfect game because i was bowling singles event.
it wasnt stressful or anything, i just took my time and maintained very calm and cool.
my tenth frame was really lucky. i missed my 17-14 target and instead bowled a 17-12.
but my ball jumped straight into the pocket and carried the pins hahahhaa. lucky me lucky me.
i used my wicked, which this year alone had hit a 299 and 297 already. oh well, i hope there's more to come this year. hahahha.
well. im going back to mahjonging with howie and the rest now, wish me luck =DD
and lesley, sorry about cutting youre prize money okay. really really sorry.
haha, good nite everybody. i love you all =D
++eugenie++deception thru a goddess
express yourself! {03:18}
Monday, April 17, 2006
ho ho ho. i just won like 600 bucks and a bowling ball.
i was really lucky. finished first for the sicc handicap masters.
i bowled like a 208.3 average for 16 games.
yay.. my games were something like
240 242 183 258
180 258 179 225
172 229 162 217
200 214 198 176
haha yes. not very consistent at all. but im just glad i kicked chris wee in the butt.
he's super haolian la, cant stand it.
he freaking told the youth that he had more experience and all that blahblah just because his first few games was 254 216 228.
oh please man, how much experience can he have, bowling for years in the club only.
experience comes from everywhere else. many places and not just one bowling alley.
with no ball speed, balance, follow through, knee bend and revolutions on the ball, how the hell is he going to outscore us? i proved my point there uncle chris. and i hate you, yes i do =D
senior champion is nothing compared to all the youth bowlers there is, 10 out of the 11 above your pathetic 12th position are youth bowlers, you stupid act smart.
i mean who paces up and down the bowling lane looking at the lanes trying to see the oil? if you could do that you can just go apply for some high coaching post in the world tenpin bowling assoc. already. i mean is youre eyesight that good? freaking xmen or something is it? mutated 50year old.
arghh anyway this entry is about me and not you. hmph.
and congrats to lesley too on hitting her first perfect game =D woots, i was shouting all the way okay okay!! you did well and im sure it was super stressful too =D she won like 15k or something =DD woohoo =)
and jeong, you played well and hope your thumb heals soon yupp
anyway, its getting late.
to whoever is reading this, at whatever time of the day it is, leave a tag alright =D
i love you!! all of you.
++eugenie++life is precious as tear drops
express yourself! {03:10}
Friday, April 14, 2006
ahh. poly is so gonna start already.
so much to do, buy more clothes, change my body clock.
hahaha i've been sleeping at unearthly hours everyday. sleeping at 4 and waking at 2.
gosh. i really hope i meet alot of nice people in my course.
i hope i hope i hope.
i guess she will never know.
i have tried hinting to her, maybe she just denies me or something
dont shun me okay! i really do like you
but but.. im shy =/
and i have freaking training tml. cant stay up late today.
hahahha. oh well. miss you all acjc =D
++eugenie++
im hinting to you already =D
express yourself! {23:01}
Monday, April 10, 2006
stepping up and not backtracking
well, i have to start working more on my game already.
seems like the national youth are getting very tough on our games.
delayed timing delayed timing and more delayed timing. for me at least
i still have yet to get taken noticed of, at least not on an international mark.
im no longer any younger now, i must learn to make my own decisions.
lets start training seriously genie!!
days cross the calender throughout the time frame
happy moments we used to share just aint the same
mindless thoughts past about you everyday, every night
how can i ever forget you, ever so hard as i tried
you've been shadowing through my dreams and desire
ever since we started lighting that fire
that burned our relationship into bitter dark
now im trying to search, search for a spark
++eugenie++
mindless loving creature
express yourself! {13:46}
Thursday, April 06, 2006
thoughts.
to that girl who blew my mind away:
its been almost three months since i've been infatuated
our situation as it seems is ever so complicated
i really dont know how much longer i have to wait
hours past like days and its all up to dear fate
nothing can express the feelings i stir up inside
hurts so bad, i look to others to confide
i doubt that you'll ever see this blogg entry
youre still leading youre life, never so care free
together we had so much chemistry
i dont know about you, but thats what it is to me
take care of yourself and study real hard
scoring all the As and hitting the bulls-eye dart
at the same time try to squeeze in some well deserved rest
you wont last a day at the rate youre going, only less
everybody have their own limit to how much they can take
falling in love with you is nothing close to my big mistake =D
++eugenie++if only you knew
express yourself! {01:44}
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
im back from malaysia open.
it was great really. well at least for the experience and stuff. i learnt many many things too. alot about adjustments and breakpoints. made some new friends too.
lets see. i bowled 10 mqs, one doubles and on team trios.
average for the 44 games i bowled was 191.5
im quite alright with my performace for this trip, even though i did not qualify.
i need to fine tune on my sparing so badly. missed 0.8 single spares per game. thats quite alot for me. hahahhahah. and i was unfortunate enough to wake up late on the second last day. for that i've received a warning letter and im suspended from singapore open. its quite a big blow for me mainly because singapore open is one of the three targets i have set myself this year. not being able to participate in it is really a huge letdown for me. for being late i was also grounded for like almost 23 hours. hahahhaha. but i deserved it somehow. and my appeal for my first warning letter has been rejected. im clearly not going to appeal for this second one because it is totally my own fault but still, the first one was totally totally i miscommunication. nobody knows about my grieve =/ so apart from the warning letters and stuff. i had a few glimpse of qualification you know. like i bowled games like 238 150 237 217. how wasted la. stupid 150 game. hahahhaha. also had a squad where i bowled 190 268 144 198. walao. thats super stupid of me. and foolish too. overall this trip was somewhat an eye opener for the new recruits in the national youth and even for myself. overseas trips are always fun just that we have to focus on task. play by play time and bowl by bowling time.
those guys and girls promoted to the national team starts training today. sigh. i met two of them today, im still so disappointed about this. and i hope my two warning letters wont make the coaches think im a slacker, because i really am not. im totally determined to be a totally focused and ideal bowler =D jiayou genie!!!
congrats to derek and jazzy for winning the youth boys and girls masters =D
and geri for coming in second to jazzy =D
++eugenie++leaning on a rock
express yourself! {01:49}
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