Sunday, February 26, 2006
oh gosh, i just bowled a 299 yesterday. hahahahah. left a pin seven.
its alright. im glad that my bowling has not deproved much from last year.
my uncle is pretty ill. he has liver cancer and he dont have much longer left on this planet, everybody pray with me for him alrightt =) my time in school has been really awesome. if acjc was one person, i would totally hug it. hahahahha. i attended arts night on friday. it was really really fun and we do have loadsa talents in acjc. ahahahahha.
my back has been aching up again recently, i think i may have been overbowling again.
but i do know that as long as i keep warming up well, i'll be aye okay! haha.
oh, my national youth training has started already but i got off to a bad start.
i have received a warning letter. arghh. well it really isnt anybody fault.
i have arranged my training sessions as monday and thursday. but but, they coaches slotted me down for monday and wednesday. and i was not informed even though the person in charge said she had verbally informed me. oh well. so i dint turn up for wednesday training and went for thursday training instead. i mean come on la, i haven missed a single training for the past year what. im pretty on and steady on training. oh well. just dumb luck i guess.
always look on the bright side of life.
tomorrow will be a brighter day =)
++eugenie++life is good
express yourself! {11:18}
Monday, February 20, 2006
spending many times thinking of how messed up my life is.
i shall be grateful for what god has provided me with.
by the grace of god :
- i have been placed in an awesome acs education system which really help me improve alot as a person and meet really important friends who i know i can count on no matter what.
- i have been able to experience acjc life for about two months. even though i may not be staying at this instituition, i know god has have great plans for me ahead in my journey. it is hard to leave and say goodbye to acs. i have made many friends in this two months and its hard to say goodbye to them as well. for i know that i am a true blue acsian who would really stand up for my fellow brothers and sisters.
- i have a skill in bowling. naturing and developing my skill is what i need the most now, bowling cannot put food on my plate but it can give me a sense of usefulness and purpose in my 17 years of life.
- i have a wonderful family with a hardworking father, a ever-caring mother and a loving sister/friend. im also grateful that my parents are really supportive of my bowling even though my acadamic results are not fantastic.
- i know i can bring the fun, joy and humour to a group of people. i am grateful that i am not a boring, dull kind of person that people would shun in society.
- i have a house, food on my table, water in my tap, clothes to wear and friends to confide in
so many things i can be grateful for in my life, but i keep choosing to grumble and complain about the matters to be forgotten. i dint make it to acjc. i got 32 points for my o levels. i dont know what lies ahead of me. i will miss my holmes in acjc, my 1ad3 in acjc. it will be hard to adapt into a schooling system i have never experienced in my life before. no more school uniforms, no more morning prayers, no more majulah singapura and no more chapels. my life embarks on a whole new journey.
acjc funorama was quite a success. my food stall actually filled up a tin on coupons but the rain had to come and disrupt our business. i worked for about seven hours in the entire nine hour carnival. i had alot of fun during this event in acjc. i walked around giving away free mee siam and fruits to people like a retard. there was even this guy who wanted to complain about my stall and i directed him over to the admin office where he could complain. i will miss this acjc. everyday thoughts of how i will be spending my next three years cross my mind. i know im being a little sentimental about these issues but i do have the right to be right? i still wanna attend school in acjc like a normal first three month day but i have to face reality. i messed up this time eugene. i messed up pretty badly.
++eugenie++
life goes on babe
express yourself! {19:50}
Thursday, February 16, 2006
hmmm. i have arrived at a few course choices.
first choice being tourism, business studies, business info tech and info tech.
hahha. i dont even know if i wanna do all these courses.
anyway, life in acjc have been fun.
i've had my way with my many pun.
troubled as i may seem,
applying backaching cream,
not knowing much about my dream.
i guess its this kind of of time,
where bored people try to rhyme.
i think the whole world is falling sick.
everybody i know is normal except for me. or i am normal except for everybody.
i mean, who dont throw up upon feeding their empty stomach and get fainting spells during the day, sleep at the bleaches for an hour and get really flushed pale. i think everybody is sick and im the only normal one.
going to a school where you know your time is up at but still persistently acknowledge the fact that im still in for about a month. its a terrible feeling. it goes on to give you a hope, and it builds to tear your heart apart when its time to leave and say byebye to my past ten years.
++eugenie++fun o rama mama
express yourself! {21:30}
Saturday, February 11, 2006
not 6 not 7 not 8 not 9 not 10 not 11 not 12 not 13 not 14 not 15 not 16 not 17 not 18 not 19 not 20 not 21 not 22 not 23 not 24 not 25 not 26 not 27 not 28 not 29 not 30 not 31
but 32++eugenie++life is messed up
express yourself! {11:27}
Thursday, February 09, 2006
ehh you know eugene?
OH THAT
(*@$^#&@*$%# POSER ARH!
walao can you believe somebody from MY SCHOOL said that? MY SECONDARY SCHOOL.
some guys said im a POSER. what is the world coming to man. i shall go find out who that
guy is and i'll knock some sense into him.
i shall:
wear white bata shoes
dye my hair jet black
slope every angle possible of my hair
wear knee high socks
talk less
and smile more
tomorrow will be THE day.
there was VE DAY
there will be VACSBR DAY too. victory in anglo chinese school barker road day =)
pray for me please. lord help me =)
my secondary four class mates are coming over for a mahjong session now
++eugenie++you dont know me, none of you do
express yourself! {21:10}
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
You know how I love to be with you
Girl you know that its true
We go together so good
When you touch me there
When you kiss that way
Baby you just take my breath away
When you move in close
Your skin's on mine
Don't stop, 'cos we're doin' it right
You've turned me around
I can't let you go
I'll make you see we're MFEO
No matter how longIt takes me to show
You've gotta believe
We're MFEO
I don't know how long I've tried to prove
That I'm the one for you
So don't play games with my mind
When you touch me there
When you kiss that way
Baby you just take my breath away
When you move in close
Feel your skin on mine
Don't stop, 'cos we're doin' it right
Blue skies in your eyes I see the feelingTell me this baby now do you get the meaningI love you love what you wanna do loveSure nuff sugar pie we can think it through loveBit of this with the touch of your behaviorYou can be my cutie pie 'cos you got the flavourStraight up no lie if you never knowWe will forever be M.F.E.O.When you touch me thereWhen you kiss that wayBaby you just take my breath awayWhen you move up closeYour skin's on mineDon't stop, 'cos we're doin' it right
great song aint it. i love it. i love its meanings.
MFEO by kavana
i dint go to school today. had to attend some chyropractic thingy if thats how you spell it.
hahahah. well, school has taken its toll on me. i think im enjoying it pretty much now.
my class is actually alright, and i miss my og alot.
its been the 8th day that im seventeen and i dont feel a difference.
i shall go ponder about my knock knock jokes.
i've made up a few =) ask me!
++eugenie++made for each other
express yourself! {09:20}
Sunday, February 05, 2006
sorry i haven been blogging for quite awhile.
been pretty busy, school has been pretty tiring lately.
oh yeah! my orientation group are so nice la. so sweet of them to actually fool me into going to the void deck and they presented me a birthday cake =) i love them so much.
thanks holmes. even though i think our orienatation group name sounds weird.
it sure beats kin dai chi or whatever. haahah.
o level results are coming out next week.
i dont wanna leave my acjc.
i really do hope i can get under 20 points. but its rather hard for me.
whats done cant be undone and hence i just gotta be bold and accept fate.
fate : a word that has been constantly playing with me. playing and mixing around my emotions, i must say fate is not the best of friends i have.
my new year resolution has failed.
all else is seemed to tumble soon..
++eugenie++same old jane
express yourself! {11:43}
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