a small bowl of my reminisces

Saturday, April 30, 2005

yikes. drilled two balls todayy. the boogie and drive. all 15 pounds. so heavyyy. sigh. interclub lost 5 - 0 to changi beach club. aiyoo.. keppel whats wrongg? heard that uncle billy is going over to sicc to coach next year, i think i'll go too!! yeah! well. i bowled okayy i guess. 193 208 192. considering that the balls are so so heavyy. hahaha..

eugenie
whats wrong!

express yourself! {18:46}

my first keppel friday league. bowled like a cow. 150 160 190 180. hai. still bowled badly man. anywayy. had natioanl youth training and uncle francis asked me the sacred question. do you wanna learn to slide? walaoo. stop asking me please. im confused enough. haha.

++eugenie++
i wont give up

express yourself! {01:50}

express yourself! {01:34}

Thursday, April 28, 2005

hmmm. went to drill my fire todayy. quite okayy with it.. then had training with uncle billy at victors with annuar and david. bleahh. my bowling is soooo screwedd. had .chinese common test. damn i sure gonna fail one man. hahah.

++eugenie++
its all about you

express yourself! {11:47}

hmmm. went to drill my fire todayy. quite okayy with it.. then had training with uncle billy at victors with annuar and david. bleahh. my bowling is soooo screwedd.

express yourself! {11:47}

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

grrr.. in such weather. im sitting in my air-conditioned room and im still feeling very very hot. haha. had 2.4 run today. im so unfit and i still passed haha. 12.13mins i think its quite okayy? haha. gotta go for ny training soon. my left leg is like super duper pain la. pulled my thigh muscle. haiii. had common test yesterday and todayy! today was history and social studies. yesterday literature. tommorrow physics. AHHHH. die die die. well gotta go. byeee..

thanks mulaohu for helping me put muuusicc!! =)

++eugenie++
live life to the fullest

express yourself! {17:47}

This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When he holds you close, when he pulls you near When he says the words you've been needing to hear I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine To say to you till the end of time Yeah, I will love you baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always If you told me to cry for you I could If you told me to die for you I would Take a look at my face There's no price I won't pay To say these words to you Well, there ain't no luck In these loaded dice But baby if you give me just one more try We can pack up our old dreams And our old lives We'll find a place where the sun still shines And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always

express yourself! {17:44}

Sunday, April 24, 2005

mu lao hu,

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express yourself! {19:52}

i have an important announcement to make. eugene sucks at bowling. my span is wrong! my release is fcuked up. i went for uncle billayee training today. thanks to gerald yeoo. i hafta change all my ball weight to 15lbs which will cost me like 2500bucks and for everyones info. thats alot la! im happy with my bowling now. im sure 15lbs will give me backaches again. oh no. my bowling is so skrewed la. guessing i will stop maybe after a couple more years. today training was like shit. never felt so low moraled while training. fcuk it man! even national youth training making me very very stress. so now tommorrow i dunno if i should go waste the 2500bucks on bowling ball and dno do what fcuk with all the perfectly fine balls i have now. somemore uncle billy wants me to drill at walter la. and walter like i dno la. the ball doesnt feel good. this means i need to do some stuff.
1. get a damn ball sponsor
2. start training very hard
3. listen to constructive comments
4. not neglect my studies
5. kill myself after that

i need only one thing and its her. but she's so far away from my reach

++eugenie++
feeling so fucked

express yourself! {19:18}

Saturday, April 23, 2005

hmmm. today had some national youth medical checkup at camden medical centre. well. had to take urine test, blood test and something called ecg. haha. before i went into the checkup area i went to take a piss. den later the woman hand me a cup say 'urine sample'. i was like what the... bleahhh. so i drank like 15? 20? cups of water. haha. and waited 40mins to piss. walaoooo.. the blood test was quite fun but den after it. my muscles all tensed up.. haha. very irritating. haha. after that went to visit my grandmother. she's in tan tock senggg. hmmm. lets see. den i went home and changed. went to keppel club to meet weijie and his chabo fren. played pool den off to training. damn keppel lanes are so hard to bowl man. ahha. so freaking weird. den i went off the sicc championship dinner. haha.. yikes only can say one thing!! SHE'S SOOOOOOO PRETTAYYEEE!! hahahah. collected a mere 40bucks when everyone else claimed like in the thousands. what the.. sigh. next year will be better i guess haha..

you are perfection!

++eugenie++
she's outta my league

express yourself! {12:58}

yikess.. today bowled 199.8 average. sucks man, top eight get into knock-out. i got 9th!! bleahh.. never mind cant really be bothered. i need to concentrate more man. i have first eight in a row todayy. den the 9th shot i forgot to clean ball. forgot to dry my palm and my thumb was loose. hahaha. ahh heck. 255 in the end.. tmd. well. there's always next year. or mabbe keppel championship.. hahahha. ahhh... stupid friend of mine told me somehtingg. im so saddened now. bleahh

she's soooooo prettayyyeeeeeeeeee xD gosh!!

++eugenie++
she's outta my league

express yourself! {01:47}

Thursday, April 21, 2005

whee. im so awesome. got 2nd!! last. haha. 2nd last todayy. 171.3average. pulled hamstring during practice throw. pulled shoulder muscle by 3rd game. yay. i rawk!!still have tomorrow. need to up 200? haha. hopefully i can do it!! yeah! bleahhh. low morale

she's soooo prettayee

++eugenie++
time after time

express yourself! {23:53}

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

grandma went to hospital todayy. havent got the chance to visit her yet. just now had stbc team training. oh man. i hit my ankle while trying to bowl a freaking 8-10 line.. lane so flooded. haha. and somemore my thumb became sore. and and i got napfa on thursday. i cant do pull ups. will pull my right arm muscle. confirm.. den cant bowl for like a 2 wks to a month.. grr.. bleahh

ure not pissing me off. im just frustrated and stressed!!

++eugenie++
o time, thou must untangle this, not i. it is too hard a knot for me to untie.

express yourself! {22:16}

Monday, April 18, 2005

bowled sicc c'ship today
singles - 779
doubles - gerald - dno what score haha
trios men - zhong hao, gerald - 1756
trios mixed - lynette, gerald - 1788
mq - 809

grr. lousy day today. dint do all my homework as usual. very stress. so so so much homework. ahhhh. gonna die and faint and die again.. bleahh.

++eugenie++
o time, thou must untangle this, not i. it is too hard a knot for me to untie;

express yourself! {22:07}

Sunday, April 17, 2005

heyy. i finally made my way back here blogging after so so so so so many dayss. well. been really really busy... lets see. 3rd of april i left singapore for philipines to bowl the storm euromed thingy.. i dint qualify. bowled really badly too. highest was like a 630 series? hahaha. but enjoyed myself very much over there. dint get to go into the casino however. cos im underaged haha. still it was a learning experience for me. i felt i did pretty well. moving around my launch angles and the lanes were tough. it changed really fast. maybe say after every three frames i had to make a line adjustment. hmmm. anyways. i came back on the 11th. and started schooling again. had a load of homework to complete. gee. i havent even started on it till now. haha. well i bowled the national masters challenge on 13th april. and bowled pretty badly. first day 189 average. second day was quite good. but everyone bowled pretty high. i bowled 212 215 235 235 215 205.. haha. but i really really almost killed myself on the last day. by second day i was 20th. top 30 qualify. i bowled a damn 141 average. i will never ever forgive myself for bowling so low. the lanes were superly flooded and i just couldnt do anything right. haiiii.. anywayss.. yesterday had keppel training and then interclubb.. interclubb was stupid too. we lost 4-1. whats wrong with keppel nowadays. sigh. =/ i bowled 194 181 169. bleahhh. i gotta go for training soon in an hours time. will blog soon ya! byeeee

++eugenie++
conscienciously sleeping

express yourself! {14:44}

Saturday, April 02, 2005

oh my gosh. i dint qualify. eugenie is so freaking useless. i went late for the stbc get-together and had to sit with karen they all. not with the youth team. my day is getting from worse to freaking sucky. today i hit all my pockets and picked up all my spares. only opened all my splits. got so many. what the. still down 85 today. three games only. today was really different. not even a single person wished me good luck today. uncle billy playfully slapped me but it really hurts la. ouch. when i went to the stbc gathering. everyone asked me if i qualified. and i said no! they're response really can hurt people's feelings lor. those doots! never mind. its over. i know that even if its over. i'll still broad over this for maybe the next 3 months? hai. somethings have to really change in my school bowling. im gonna get that message very very clear to the school and the principal and whoever. the coaches aint really helping much. the only thing my school told me during the entire competition was this word 'FOCUS'. im like. i bowled a 231 and he told me to focus den i bowled a 157? wtf man. he cant coach okayy. i see descipline in other school's training. the coaches in my school have to be way way more harsh to us. oh man. im so angry and frustrated and everything. i can cry now. grr

+eugenie++
alone.and.frustrated

express yourself! {14:53}

Friday, April 01, 2005

quartet is tomorrow. last chance to qualify for masters. am 14 now. everyday moving up one position. god please help me. i have to qualify for masters. im currently behind the tenth place by 45 pins. god i really hope i can do this! hey someone special. sorraye for not being able to call ya just now kae. was caught up. good nite

once.more.over
++eugenie++

express yourself! {01:06}