Monday, June 27, 2005
bleahhh!!
stupid school. first day of school i went and they said my hair was too long
lucky got a day's grace if not i dieee!!
oh well. went to cut my hair with paul and calv
after that i went over to pac plaza to buy dvds.
i bought ummm.. first daughter and sleepover
sleepover is nice nice =)) not so much for first daughter though
well. went to play pool at calvin's 'crib' =))
went back around 8ish
nite =p
++eugenie++give or take
express yourself! {23:00}
Sunday, June 26, 2005
okayy here goes.
men open events
singles
| 21 | EUGENE LOW | |
| 232 | 247 | 204 | 169 | 263 | 186 | 1301 | 216.80 |
doubles
| 11 | GERALD YEO | | 1 | 224 | 216 | 213 | 183 |
| 186 | 181 | 1203 | 200.50 | 2542 |
| EUGENE LOW | 2 | 170 | 213 | 191 | 187 |
| 278 | 300 | 1339 | 223.20 |
| | | | | 394 | 429 | 404 | 370 |
| 464 | 481 | 2542 | |
team
| 4 | GERALD YEO | | 1 | 224 | 213 | 218 | 226 | 236 | 259 | 1376 | 229.33 | 5131 |
| EUGENE LOW | 2 | 192 | 186 | 210 | 241 | 279 | 289 | 1397 | 232.83 |
| IZAD GHALID | 3 | 182 | 204 | 149 | 183 | 188 | 178 | 1084 | 180.67 |
| ONG QIZONG | 4 | 166 | 210 | 226 | 264 | 192 | 216 | 1274 | 212.33 |
| | | | | 764 | 813 | 803 | 914 | 895 | 942 | 5131 | |
all events
| 7 | EUGENE LOW | | 1301 | 1339 | 1397 | 4037 | 224.28 |
youth mq
1
| EUGENE LOW | 999 | 258 | 255
| 250
| 236
| 249.75
|
youth masters
| 21 | EUGENE LOW YOUJING | 217 | 205 | 181 | 207 | 163 | 191 | 163 | 222 | 181 | 203 | 1933 | 193.30 |
men open masters
| 22 | EUGENE LOW | 206 | 202 | 180 | 171 | 192 | 205 | 187 | 229 | 221 | 154 | 217 | 193 | 2357 | 196.42 |
well. nothing much to say now. when i thought of something. i'll blog ya? =(
++eugenie++live life to the fullest
express yourself! {00:12}
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
wheee. i just bowled a 278 followed by a 300!
X X X X X X X X X 9/9 X X X X X X X X X XXXwheeee!! im a happy boy now. but im a happy self centered boy..
my perfect game came super luckily. the 11th frame was a very light pocket strike. and i wanted to shift 2-1 right. but i remembered what uncle billy told me. if you need just one more strike. stick to the line. and i did. just throw and left a pin ten standing for 0.3secs followed by 2 messengers coming to knock it down. super emotional for me. but i bowled badly before that. the previous 4 games. sighh. oh well. i have school later on.
i've decided to change dew.
++eugenie++ perfection
express yourself! {01:51}
Sunday, June 19, 2005
hmmm bowled youth mq todayy. hti 892. quite awrite i guess. pretty pleased with myself until mr david wong came and tell me. ' you think 892 can qualify masters ah? please lor' fcuked up one la. knn. anyway mens singles bowled 1301, up 101 not bad rite haha. oh well. something to reply what you said to me.
to that person, from a self-centered person.
i've changed, i know. its not like im trying my best to be self centered.
i've been just really really stressed out recently.
normally i'd have you to talk to, share out our problems and all will be alwrite.
but i dont have you around nowadays.
its hard really.
and i think that you have changed alot too.
its gonna take more out of me than out of you but im gonna try.
++eugenie++
express yourself! {16:14}
Saturday, June 18, 2005
hmmm. i've been quite busy the past few days. normally do my blogging in my journal. the past few days has been a whirlpool for my little innocent mind. been thinking alot about my past, my present and comparing my past and present. but contemplating on mainly one matter. my dearest dew. sighh. hope we both collide princess!
many things i regret. till now. i still love you
everythings gonna be alright now
tomorrow will be a brighter day
thats what you told me. days have been dull dear
++eugenie++do wo? should we?
express yourself! {00:52}
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i read you're blog
12-04-05
i really dint know
i guess its too too late now =(
i'll still try!
i wont stop tryingg
<3 dew
++eugenie++<3>
express yourself! {14:23}
Friday, June 10, 2005
wheee. so fun. woke at 1025 this morning and havent been doingg anything till now. haha. watched gangs of new york like the third time in my life. haha. really really dull day today. sighh. now watching friends again! hahah past episodes. sighh. going island to bowl soon got league tonite. oh well. =)
++eugenie++
lalala.bleahhh
express yourself! {15:24}
Thursday, June 09, 2005
down 200 todayy sighh.. im useless. thanks for telling me that today! =)) really appreciating you telling me the obvious =) im useless. dint qualify. thanks =)
++eugenie++
useless
express yourself! {22:32}
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
*#$Y#@*#&@$^BLEAHHHH!!!!!!!
thats all i can say. wah kaoo.
what the hell man. bowled so so so so badly today again! arghhgg+++
188 159 210 172 184 219
am like 33rd now la wtF!
WAKE UP! low youjing gene! wakey wakey! time to wake up and now slacken!!
hmmm. read news paper today! guess what?!
some jail got broken in too! and all the prisoners came to find me todayy! the prison of splits! and the splits just keep coming!! freaking 11splits today! FcUKKKKKkkk!!!
oh well. its all part and parcel of blahblahblahblah.
i need to qualify. change mindset. change frequency. change radiowave. change channel.
please please!
*my prayer
dear god,
thank you for giving me life and taking such good care of me =) pleasee continue to take care of my family and friends =) give me wisdom and the courage i need which uncle billyy says i dont have for tomorrow and all my other tournaments! guide me through this rough patch i am having in all three areas of my life. my Ls As and Bs. everything seems to be tumbling down. =/ thank you almighty god.
amen =)
thats all today. hopefully. just hopefully. my prayers will be answered! amen
++eugenie++
TTTKA again!
express yourself! {23:52}
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
oh man!! fcukkk!! i bowled so so badly today. day one! grr i bowled 203 193 194 183 174 182. sighh. what at letdown man. i started off with like 17-14 and ended with like 32-23. wtf man. haha. WHERE IS THE OIL? IT RAN AWAY! ahhhh.. come back oil come back. hahaha. oh well. just crapping around. got freaking chinese tuition tomorrow at around one. crappo. haii.. went to buy some puzzles with felicia again. hahah. wanna do some puzzles. its been a long long time since i did one. sad memories puzzles have in me. bleahh. ='(
++eugenie++
the urge to surge
express yourself! {21:14}
Monday, June 06, 2005
sighh. acs barker acs barker.. what has becomed of us? i cant believe it. i took so so long to persuade the school to send a team of sec4 bowlers and we still dint get top 3? oh man. i bowled quite alrightt. 186 174 213 222. the lanes were horrible anyway. after that i went to meet felicia. had a great time girl. thanks for the company.
ive been prettaye depressed this few days ever since the age group thingg. sigh. i having youth challenge the next three, hopefully four days. need to get into masters and really kick some ass. well wish me luck!
++eugenie++
TTTKA (triple T K-A)
time to totally kick ass
express yourself! {21:29}
Saturday, June 04, 2005
i bowled masters today. got last. 16th out of 16. sigh. feeling super super fcuked up now. dint go interclub. oh man. i bowled so so terribly. so humiliating. even uncle billy got fed up with me. im guessing he gave up on me. he kept saying that im not brave enough to change line. i DARE! i just get very stressed when it comes to masters. somehow i never can bowl well during masters. every masters i bowl i can qualify quite well. masters always screws up. such as
1. 2003 national schools c division
2. 2004 singapore open youth
3. 2004 singapore open graded
4. 2004 junior classics
5. 2004 national masters challenge 2
6. 2005 national age group
sighh i wonder what the 7th 8th and 9th will be.. i cant carry on like that. how am i ever going to achieve my goals and aspirations? nobody nobody understands how much stress and pressure im feeling. seriously. me being only sixteen and with this much pressure from bowling and acadamic work. its killing me. i cant take it much longer. sighh. lord help me!
im at home now. really have nothing much to do. i guess i'll go get a movie and watch to spend my time away. i still have my south zone and youth challenge coming up. even so. i have my cdl to bowl. i really need all the support i can get. NOBODY KNOWS HOW I FEEL! =(
watching everyone receive their trophies and everything. in my head im thinking. why not me? why not eugene low? do i really suck that much sighh.. if only national youth had sent me in too. i'll get doubles and team event medals. i need to focus dammit! IM BREAKING APART INTO A MILLION PIECES
++eugenie++
fail to plan, plan to fail
express yourself! {19:22}
Friday, June 03, 2005
oh well. qualified masters. 235 160 178. pretty bad but overall got 6th. sighh. had friday league at night with jeremy and ambrose too! oh well. im feeling weird to tomorrow
++eugenie++
bon voyage
express yourself! {23:38}
Thursday, June 02, 2005
i said i will bowl well and i did. up 82 today. bowled 198 233 249. yea!
if only i changed my partner. i need a trophyy
++eugenie++
thank you
express yourself! {23:23}
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
129 159 201
nothing else needs to be said. I WILL BOWL WELL TOMORROW!!
++eugenie++
lord help me
express yourself! {22:39}
FCUKKKkkkkkk!
++eugenie++
fcuk
express yourself! {16:23}
its been 1 year
its been 12 months
its been 52 weeks
its been 365 days
its been 8,760 hours
its been 525,600 minutes
its been 31,536,000 seconds
*my thoughts
we were together, we were smooth,
the memories are still fresh in my head.
letting me make the daring move,
wanting someone to be my stead.
many hints i've dropped on to you.
watching the stars sparkling in the sky,
embracing the cold morning dew.
all i needed was some time to try.
time is ticking away,
we are drifting apart.
how much more do i have to say?
set sail and follow our heart!
i bought a one way ticket to nowhere. im stuck on this boat trip. all alone. needing you here by my side. stride by stride. hopefully.. just hopefully. things will turn out for the better. =)
++eugenie++
hopelessly in love
express yourself! {01:04}
bowler