Sunday, February 13, 2005
just came back from my dad's friend's housewarming party.. before that i was at lenny's place for to bai nian. well.. went there. as usual people were gambling. hmmm. met my school teacher there too,. sher was the banker. haha. my parents came to pick me up after that. on the way home in my dad's car.. i was thinking. somebody told me that my other friend had more freedom than me.. i was like. its really true.. what the hell man.. im finally sixteen now. and my mother still treats me like im ten. im sure my dad lets me go out and all. he knows what social life is. my mother on the other hand is totally opposite. making noise about everything. what the hell. and this girl in particular. who i got into a fight with. she told me this. "you have no freedom, so be it" that statement is kinda true when i think about it. how often do i get to go out pass ten at night without my mother making noise. and my sister always brings me out. like we go out of the gate together. go seperate ways but come back together. my life is so skrewed up man. what the hell. somemore this special girl had told me that i should forget about her and move on in life. come to think about it. i can move on in life. but i cant forget you. forgetting someone so special is just like erasing my life. worst come to worst. if she really wants me to forget her. the only way i can do that is if i died. that word "death" seems to work out most of my problems for me anyway. so all i have to say to you is youre special to me.
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