Saturday, April 02, 2005
oh my gosh. i dint qualify. eugenie is so freaking useless. i went late for the stbc get-together and had to sit with karen they all. not with the youth team. my day is getting from worse to freaking sucky. today i hit all my pockets and picked up all my spares. only opened all my splits. got so many. what the. still down 85 today. three games only. today was really different. not even a single person wished me good luck today. uncle billy playfully slapped me but it really hurts la. ouch. when i went to the stbc gathering. everyone asked me if i qualified. and i said no! they're response really can hurt people's feelings lor. those doots! never mind. its over. i know that even if its over. i'll still broad over this for maybe the next 3 months? hai. somethings have to really change in my school bowling. im gonna get that message very very clear to the school and the principal and whoever. the coaches aint really helping much. the only thing my school told me during the entire competition was this word 'FOCUS'. im like. i bowled a 231 and he told me to focus den i bowled a 157? wtf man. he cant coach okayy. i see descipline in other school's training. the coaches in my school have to be way way more harsh to us. oh man. im so angry and frustrated and everything. i can cry now. grr
+eugenie++alone.and.frustrated
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