Sunday, April 24, 2005
i have an important announcement to make. eugene sucks at bowling. my span is wrong! my release is fcuked up. i went for uncle billayee training today. thanks to gerald yeoo. i hafta change all my ball weight to 15lbs which will cost me like 2500bucks and for everyones info. thats alot la! im happy with my bowling now. im sure 15lbs will give me backaches again. oh no. my bowling is so skrewed la. guessing i will stop maybe after a couple more years. today training was like shit. never felt so low moraled while training. fcuk it man! even national youth training making me very very stress. so now tommorrow i dunno if i should go waste the 2500bucks on bowling ball and dno do what fcuk with all the perfectly fine balls i have now. somemore uncle billy wants me to drill at walter la. and walter like i dno la. the ball doesnt feel good. this means i need to do some stuff.
1. get a damn ball sponsor
2. start training very hard
3. listen to constructive comments
4. not neglect my studies
5. kill myself after that
i need only one thing and its her. but she's so far away from my reach
++eugenie++feeling so fucked
express yourself! {19:18}
bowler