Monday, December 26, 2005
hmmm. today is boxing day. muaythai or american you choose yourself. my theory for boxing day is that the day after xmas is the day when you discard all your boxes. hahahah and wrappers. it was supposed to be BOXING AND WRAPPING PAPER DAY but it was too long. hahahah. oh well. i just came back from a mahjong session at club. well. xmas day was quite fun. played mahjong with my cousins for 4 hours and i lost 10 cents. hahahha. well. howie, elvina, alex goh, geri, foong, jeong, andrew, alexius, nicola, lesley, lynette, gerald and wilson came over to my place yesterday. i was having some food and stuff. just gambled the entire night. hahahhaha. it was damn funny. we played in between, blackjack, poker, mahjong and some shit where we see who the guinea pig run towards. hahahahah. super retarded. everybody left slowly one by one. hahahah. thanks for the present guys. and i left the price tag on elvina's present. shit. but she said at least she knows im not a cheapskate =) hahahahha. next time i'll leave all the price tags.
seriously. my parents dont understand me at all.
its my holidays and if i cant go out during my holidays, i dont know when i can.
i rather go run away or kill myself. its freaking xmas and my mother can scold me about spending 100+ dollars on a present for my sister. its not my fault right? they dont buy us presents what. im just being a caring brother and buying my sister a gift. i used my savings not hers what. everything i ask 80% of the time she says no. they dont even trust me. fuck it.
xmas eve was damn bad too. its like the worst. i kept thinking to myself. my friends are all celebrating with each other. and i have to follow my parents to some fuck shit place where i dont know anybody. even my sister could leave la. i had no fucking mood to eat at all. i was just alone thinking of all this shit and i could just kill myself la. its xmas, not fucking exam period. i dont smoke, i dont drink. what else can i do that will OFFEND them? please my mother hates all the girls i like or even i know. so she wants me to be the first singaporean to marry a gay is it? fuck la. arghhh. they piss me off so badly. christmas this year sucked.
++eugenie++I HATE to HATE but you forced me to
express yourself! {22:40}
bowler