Sunday, May 28, 2006
ahh i just came back from some acjc dance production.
i miss acjc, everytime i go for these things, i end up missing acjc. boohoo
thanks ruiyan, leheng and saratri for asking me along. <3
really missed you guys. thanks for everything =D
we have like totally alot alot of catching up to do.
anyway i was roaming around barker just now where i stopped and looked around outside the main office. sigh. i miss my secondary school days. i can just cry over such small matters but i really really miss my acs barker road. im no longer a barker student. no doubt i have acs written all over my heart but the sad thing is about moving on. and how i have to shut out my barker days where everyday was really fun and the teachers were like friends. and how we all tried so so hard to study together and also play our soccer. getting into trouble and the list goes on. i even miss acjc for crying out loud. just hearing those three girls talk about school these days makes me feel out of place but then again, it cant be helped. i even went down to support acjc for the a division championship. but i felt more like an outlaw or an unwanted person these. the saints were much much more welcoming to me. sigh. so much for trying to build bonds. acjc bowled terribly too. boohoo.
anglo chinese school (1996 to 2006) 10 1/4 years in acs =)
my joy, peace, hopes and dreams
soaring on eagles wings <3
++eugenie++the best is yet to be
express yourself! {00:20}
Saturday, May 20, 2006
woohoo. guess what? i haven blogged in like 138431894 days.
whahha, super long la.
anyway updates on my miserable life =)
the past few days have been horrifying, simply devastating.
for one, i found out that me and lesley dint receive our 7.5k for our perfect game money. what the hell! their not going to give us 7.5k each. i was shocked to hear such news. i was so so looking forward to my hard cash. i even planned out how to allocate my expenditure but noooooo. they had to destroy my hard work and planning. sigh. instead, they're giving us each 15thousand. damn it.
and another, i had freaking insomnia the past two nights because of deadlines for projects! omg la. poly is so demanding and my wonderful groupmates of guys are so so lazy. first time im the hardworking one in my group. i practically thought of my awesome idea of inventing a smart wallet. shall not go too much into details. later some moron genius dude try to kope my idea then my copyright gone. hahahahhahahaha.
ahhh. singapore open has started and its so sad to see my teammates struggling on the lanes and i cant be out there struggling with them. ahhh. actually i trained on the oiling pattern and i think that the lanes are quite alright to bowl. loads of area for me on the extreme deep inside. =D
its getting quite late
im in a total slacking state
im been too hardworking past few days
hope that poly will be everything but a disgrace
i gotta go get into bed
so good nite and all that matters have been said.
++eugenie++and the clock strikes twelve
express yourself! {02:09}
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
it took just one day to break my heart
several years just torn apart
i just knew it was coming, i saw the sign
although i always thought that you're one of a kind
falling in love with you was the one thing i now hate
now i wish you all the best, at least for your sake
many times we had spent together, having late nights
quarrels and tiffs are part of our everyday fights
remember that time we went up mt faber to yell?
this is no big one, youre wrong, but i bid you farewell
++eugenie++love is blind
express yourself! {23:12}
Monday, May 08, 2006
the unsung hero, my daddy
i think my daddy is such a great person.
wise, funny and totally capable of doing anything he sets his mind to
i think its saddening for him that he dint win or at least lose by a small margin
he dint show any remorse
he was still confident and held his head high
even i seemed more upset for him
he worked really hard for his ward but i guess opposition is really strong
anyway daddy, you did a wonderful job =D
ahh, i just finished school and im home now around 4pm.
past few days have been an emotional weekend for me.
horrible things happened and horrible things people said to me.
poly life is full of projects =/
++eugenie++how come it ends here
express yourself! {15:51}
Monday, May 01, 2006
im at howie's place now watching take the lead -.-
with foong, sam, andrew, lesley and howie.
ahhh. im so bored i can just die.
anyway, i went to visit my dad at his office just now.
he is like so so busy i really hope he takes care of himself.
he left about seven more days to know his posting.
ahh good luck daddy!
<3
youre pressuring me and all that i've got
to me your unlike the rest, a different sort
i dont like this feeling that i have inside
breathing so hard, trying to confide
the sunrise daily sets when the moon has shorn
gril, put youre record on
ahhh, dilemma dilemma.
++eugenie++
emotion over my motions
express yourself! {00:33}
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