Thursday, August 17, 2006
when youre having holidays and everybody else is schooling and mugging for their exams, somehow it gets to you how lonely you can be. time passes so so terribly slowly. heh talk about a universal remote aye. would really come in handy now. i can barely live another minute of long hours. draggy days and god i have nothing to do. its early, ten in the morning. just finished my dental appointment, i have to attend training tonight at seven. so for the next nine odd hours, wth am i suppose to do. lets see what i have achieved during my duration of my past three days of holidays. finish a 22episode english drama serial, covered a few episodes of lost, gone for countless training sessions, gone shopping twice. damn my holidays are horrible. anyway, i kinda messed up my papers. i left more like half blank. and i swear i knew most of the answers but i just couldnt write it down. lately i've been thinking so much about you that i cant concentrate on anything really. my trainings have been very pointless because every shot i throw, im just throwing it without realising what i am even doing. but i dont want to like pressure you or anything like that. anyway i miss you like hell
++eugenie++
inside i ignite
express yourself! {09:57}