Monday, November 26, 2007
hello sad and cruel world. back from asian intercity, jakarta. this trip have been the most enjoyable trip in terms of team bonding and team spirit. but the results were like shit. especially for me. i just dont know why, i cannot make the ball stay on the lanes as long as everybody else could., maybe it was the ball being too aggresive or something. in the end 6 out of the 8 of us came back with at least a bronze medal. and the coach wasnt being very comforting too. said something like, 'you did what you were capable of''. that kind of a statement is enough to make alot of people give up trust in that coach. a coach that puts you down when your already feeling like shit. every shot i make, i walk back to the bowlers area and i see a coach with a very black face. no smiles no nothing. sometimes even shaking his head. what kind of confidence will that pump into my system. anyway im not going to blame him for bowling so badly. its actually my fault. i just have to work with what i have till all stars come. ahh damn it. my wrist hurts like crazy after this trip. i think i aggrevated it during the last few days. oh i heard that three of my team mates are promoted to the national squad next year. shall not say out names here but im wondering. when will i get my luck break? jeesh. whats more girlfriend isnt around to keep me company and spend time with me :( all in all, this trip have been a great TEAM get together. we really tried very hard for that men's team medal. boo. anyway the koreans that were there were damn cute! not just the girls but the guys as well. HAHAHAH. learning alot of new words, chomaneyo - your welcomed, chukanhamiyda - congratulations, korrochi - its okay. hahahha. i'll post up some pictures soon. when i manage to gather all from the coaches and team mates.
it was a good trip guys. team singapore wooooosh!
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