Saturday, April 26, 2008
three cheers for five years - mayday parade
(thanks jas for the awesome song!)
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I(you) thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to
this song has so much emotion inside. its so hard not to like it.
lonely weekend this one. so much more of these to come :(
express yourself! {14:39}
Thursday, April 24, 2008
you dont know me, you dont even care.
you dont love me, a second chance i'd wouldnt dare .
would i? could i?
its hard trying to frown when you are laughing
vice versa.
have you ever tried smiling when you cry?
express yourself! {00:30}
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Used to - Chris Daughtry
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.
things USED TO be perfect. now everything seems to stop
minutes pass like hours, even in lectures. months would seem unbearable
God, have the world moving or have i stopped my world from moving ):
express yourself! {10:42}
Friday, April 18, 2008
sun - daphne loves derby
I'm desperate to know how you are
I'll be deep asleep
I've been awake for days
I'm tryin' to study
Every inch of your body
In this picture
From a distant day
When I could safely say
Nothing in this world
Could tear me down in any way
But like a dream
You dissapeared
Without a sound
Without a trace
Sleep well, darlin'
Where ever you are
I hope that you're happy tonight
And maybe you found someone to have you right
Sleep well, darlin'
I'm desperate to say
Now I need you more than ever
But all I can say was goodnight
This is for a girl back home
She tore down all my walls
Left me for all she'd known
But I pushed it all away from me
And I don't know
Even if i knew
Even if i knew what to say to you
It's just to late to make you stay
I'm sick of fighting
This broken fate
If someone else gets to tell you
That you're beautiful
Sleep well, darlin'
Where ever you are
I hope that you're happy tonight
And maybe you found someone to have you right
Sleep well, darlin'
I'm desperate to say
Now I need you more than ever
But all I can say was goodnight
It's the last thing I want
But it's all that I've got
It's the last thing that I need
But it's to carry you in my heart
It's the last thing I want
But it's all that I've got
It's the last thing that I need
But it's to carry you in my heart
In my heart
Sleep well, darlin'
Where ever you are
I hope that you're happy tonight
And maybe you found someone to have you right
Sleep well, darlin'
I'm desperate to say
Now I need you more than ever
But all I can say was goodnight..
and all i can say is goodnight/bye love :(
express yourself! {10:50}
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
so im sitting here at starbucks on a tuesday afternoon.
if only there it was raining heavily, with the water sliding down the glass panels. then it would make the surrounding more dramatic.
with 'whatever will be will be' playing in the background.
school started today. i wont see my old classmates in class anymore.
apparently we have very very differeny time tables. and it really sucks to have such a timetable. i'll be having 4 different groups of classmates. so that means i wont have people to buddy buddy with this entire semester. nothing seems to be going right of late. sigh put me back on the lanes please.
express yourself! {13:10}
Monday, April 14, 2008
i saw it coming. i think.
so ive been hinted that im going for world youth.
nobody to share my joys with. only my teammates and parents are happy for me.
so my whole dream this year of going world youth was just worth that 5cents afterall.
express yourself! {00:36}
Saturday, April 05, 2008
yeap my bowling ball passed. got my 15grand and im about to leave for thailand.
hmmm. so whats next?
listening to emo songs the whole day on a barely full 80gb ipod can really make you feel good.
in a way of course, every song you put inside that special playlist have a special meaning. so you cant always say that a song is particularly nice because of the lyrics. what im trying to say is that we should always try to listen out to the words and expression of the artists. it really makes certain songs feel much more special or meaningful (if you're lucky) to yourself. artists make brilliant songs and chart toppers with just that little bit of emotion and good fortune.but those songs actually express alot of anguish, hate, love, desire and so much more. at the same time feel smart by reading in between the lines and hey what do you know, the song has a hidden message in them.
write down feeling and emotions. maybe one day we can write a hit single too =)
ahh im just crapping over a day of listening to alot of songs. hahaha.
just came back from interclub, bowled 18 24 23 or smth like that. easy lanes. just couldnt find the carry when i got the pocket. man ive got to sleep soon. need to wake up early tomorrow morning! goodnight world!
express yourself! {22:51}
Friday, April 04, 2008
X X X X X X X X X XXX 300
fifteen grand
now i hope my ball passes the weighing test.
never weighed that ball before. grr
express yourself! {11:02}
bowler