Wednesday, May 28, 2008
ahhh ive so much work to complete and im so so screwed!
lets see:
SCM, PI, IMGT and WT common tests are next week (all of which i haven really started preparing yet and im so so so screwed. esp imgt. ZOMG)
Event Comm project proposal due on friday (thats like a 30 page proposal with timeline and all that crap about some travel fair that im suppose to organize)
PI revision is also due tonight at 2359hrs (furthermore im bowling two squads after school. gotta rush =/)
youth masters on friday(its so early in the morning, i'll be tired =/)
men masters after the youth followed by saturday(its after the youth, i'll be even more tired )= )
vicotry banquet on saturday(bad bad food with smart casual attire. sigh)
so my sunday would seem pretty packed but im all keen to head to batam with steph jason and all for a spa getaway. sounds so fun man. hmmm i'll see how it goes. omg. i havent felt so so much stress in ages man. i didnt even know the friggin common test starts next week. i would have skipped class if i wasnt on low attendance notification. been skipping alot to go bowl mqs for singapore open. but then again its not every year i get such nice lanes. i really have a shot at this and im not going to mess up for sure! or i hope i dont. so much at stake, its like singapore open decides my fate for hong kong's asian bowling champs and florida's world youth =)) and those tournaments will ultimately decide my fate for world mens in thailand at the end of the year. hahaha. really gotta work hard if i want to get there.
on the lighter side to note, im having a pretty relax and slow paced life now. moments come and go pretty lightly. i have the best teammates and group of friends to help me through anything. step by step, everythings gonna be alright, tomorrow will definately be a brighter day. and its still a long long painful journey down the road. i know its not the end yet. well my days are like routine lately. this is a typical past week:
wake up for school, if not fcuk school and head to have lunch with whoever
lunch will probably be at holland village, vivocity or town. really depends
after which we'll head to mt faber to look see and kaypoh where we'll meet everybody else!
probably go have dinner after that at some fancy dancy place.
followed by dessert, supper and more desserts. hahaha. mainly chocolate lava cake and frolick/yoguru! hahaha its practically eating every day!
its been so long since i blogged so much. must be the stress hitting me. and i have been a good boy. pretty sober for a week now. hahaha. just maybe a few glasses with dad some nights. nothing too heavy. just chilling time with the folks haha. alright i better go do up my work now =)
see youuu
express yourself! {12:19}
Monday, May 26, 2008
okay okay okay!
NO MORE DISTRACTIONS.
im halfway done with my scm assignment which was due like 12 hours ago.
whahahha. crap im so so screwed.
i learn alot from bowling.
like how to shut things out. distraction distracts attention. somebody told me that before but i dont even know who! hahahah. shut your eyes, your ears, your mouth and your head. its not going to be easy but we all must learn to someday to be a better bowler!
express yourself! {12:15}
Friday, May 23, 2008
singapore open have been going great for me.
finally i can focus and bowl properly. its been awhile since i took stuff off my mind!
i qualified for the youth and men's division already. or at least i think im pretty safe.
shot a 939 for youth and a 946 for the men! took me awhile to read and understand the lanes. however, i really need to try and figure out the fresh oil.
really mind BOTTLING. whahahahah
but singapore open have been great. been able to spend more time with teammates. its really like going on a overseas trip just that its singapore. hahah. breakfast till supper! awesome!
thank god its friday! i need to do up my scm assignment soon.
ahhh i dont even wanna start on it!
and parents are coming back on sunday. i cant wait to see them!
after awhile, you'll understand.
express yourself! {12:21}
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i fucked up
express yourself! {08:26}
ahh just came back from dempsey.
goodness. two nights having so much dessert. im bound to put on weight man =(
anyway, i bowled 2 mqs today. didnt really do very well. 615 and 822.
think i would need a high 885+ to be safe. ahh god wish me all the best for tomorrow =)
rules are meant to be broken, seems like promises are like rules =/
express yourself! {00:35}
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
singapore open starts today.
dang. my ankle still havent fully recovered yet.
ive got two squads to bowl today. 230 and 4. now lets hope i qualify on my first attempt =)
parents went overseas this morning. will have nobody at home for a whole week.
whahaha. but then again, that means i have to cab to school everyday. and im too lazy to call.
oh well. nothing much have been happening lately i guess. a few things i can get to look forward to are:
champion league finals =)
end of my freaking assignments
singapore open!
weekend ;)
oh talking about assignment, damn supply chain assignment is due this sunday and im barely 200 words into that 2000 word essay. crappp. gotta start on it pretty soon =( okay i gotta head to class now. cya!
express yourself! {08:15}
Sunday, May 18, 2008
lies
express yourself! {02:15}
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
ahh i dont like rainy days like today.
its days like that which makes me wanna sleep in the whole entire day.
lousy start to a nice wednesday morning.
anyhow, school have been pretty much boring lately, just attending classes and trying to understand how supply chain is related to inventory management. hahaha.
at least one thing i can look forward to is singapore open which starts next week =)
its like ive been waiting forever for a tournament to help take my mind off things. at least then i'll be concentrating a little bit more on my bowling than anything else.
and this time i must must must have some results. im done with almost bowling like crap in local tournaments. heard the lanes are going to be flooded! sounds pretty crappy haha.
okay so that was my unsuccessful attempt to keep this blog alive.
though i have half the mind to close it down hahah.
ahh some things i will never ever understand.
why? why? why..........
express yourself! {08:46}
Thursday, May 08, 2008
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
hurts like a @#&*%&*
express yourself! {09:28}
Monday, May 05, 2008
irreconcilable differences
substantial incompatibility between marriage partners that is a broad ground for esp. no-fault divorce?
express yourself! {02:14}
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